Right now, I'm feeling so not right cause in another ten hours time, I'll be leaving Singapore for Taiwan already and baby will be alone in Singapore. I dun bear to leave her!!! But i couldn't stay, i have no choice, I hate Singapore government!!! Shouldn't the government give us our own rights to choose if we wanna go overseas or not? Its our rights isn't it. Hais.
Baby I'm sorry. Normal days, i could only spent my weekends with you and you complaint its too little and i knew its not enough for us too and now I'm going Taiwan, its even little for us. We could only chat on the phone and message and couldn't even see each other for 3 whole weeks. And the worst is that the rate is too high for us to chat or message much. It will be like 2-3mins per every 3-4 days and everyday 1-3 messages only. ROAR!! I know i know it will be very hard for you but its very hard for me too. But baby i just hope you could understand my situation. I had not choice to choose to go or not or to choose to call you everyday or not cause ill be out in the field on the mountain in Taiwan.
Baby one thing for sure is that my heart and mind will always be by your side no matter what happens. I know that if something happens i couldn't be there for you or be by your side physically but baby please do hold on though 3 weeks is neither short nor long but its still a challenging obstacle for us to prove our love. If we couldn't even get over this obstacle, i guess there will not be any future for us.
Baby so please do wait for me to come back ok? I'll definitely make it up for you once I'm back. Lets go Johor or KL once I'm back ok? =) Baby and also you promised me not to drink so better keep your promise ok? Cause I'm worried enough that you work in pub so dun make me even worry ok? Cause its really dangerous to work in pub already and that if you get drunk, it will definitely be more dangerous. And also take care of yourself ok? Be more careful to look after yourself and your things, dun lost your things and dun always eat maggi mee at home. Please do get some healthier food. I'm getting naggy here but last of all, dun everyday stay up too late ok? You may go clubbing if theres any party but be careful. So baby promise me all these ok?
Before i end my last post before Taiwan, baby i wanna tell you some things. Baby. I love you, i really do. I'll definitely miss you like fuck when I'm in Taiwan wondering have you eaten, what are you doing, are you fine and did you fall sick all these. I'll be so worried about you but theres one thing i should try to be prepared for is that, theres no sure that once I'm back I'll be still seeing you by my side, maybe within these 3 weeks, you will be gone with some other guy or maybe just gone for good. But baby from the bottom of my heart, please try to be strong on yourself for these 3 weeks and hold onto our love and dun give up so easily. I'll be back in just 3 weeks time. My tears just swelled up in my eyes when i typed all these. Baby no matter what happen when I'm away and you need someone. Just recall and remember that
I LOVE YOU.