Sunday, November 30, 2008.

IT fair again, bought PS3 but this wasn't the most highlighted moment of my day, I saw her, her which is once so important to me in my life, someone which I always miss now and then, someone which I used to love so much, did so many things for her, traveling around like a mad man to help her get things done, she whom always use to be first person I thought of no matter what I do, shes my first girlfriend.

Then, just a moment ago, another she called me, to ask me for directions how to go from Pasir Ris Mrt Station to Pasir Ris Park, she whom I had thought of settling down with her, shes my recent ex-girlfriend.

LOL both of them caused me lots of flashback, thinking about the past, the times with them hahahaha okok right now i have someone in mind so no more them in my mind hahahaha =D

Gonna get a rock band soon, so that I'm able to play as the vocalist =) hahahahhah ready to rock and roll!

Saturday, November 29, 2008.

Back from shopping! Bought a router and a webcam hahahah tonight shall play with my new webcam then! =D Well Boonkok bought a new 21'6 Inch LCD screen for his soon-to-come computer, we browsed through the IT fair for almost 3 hours before Boonkok bought that LCD =.= too busy browsing, too many people so no pictures =(


Just a random one then




LOL this was taken by Amy when I was groaning while laying on the ground being so unglam HAHAHAHAH movie-ing later ciao!




*You look so beautiful

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Having real serious gastric now, it's been so long since I ever had it LOL it's so dam pain ok. zzzz went IT fair today, tomorrow will be going IT fair again. Shall take some pictures and update my blog, haven't been going or taking any pictures these few days. So right now, I'm gonna rest ciao~!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008.

GOD DAM ME!!! ARRGGGHHHH GRRRRRR!!! I REALLY SHOULDN'T GO YESTERDAY, I GUESS MY FEVER VIRUS HAD PASSED ON TO EILEEN BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME THAT SHES HAVING FEVER JUST NOW.....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................ROARRRRRRR!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!

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Slacked with Jia Min, Limin, Kyle and Eileen yesterday night. I have a feeling telling me I shouldn't have went yesterday night because I'm having fever and migraine and also I'm not feeling very good yesterday, I had a big quarrel with my useless Dad. We almost fought, shouting here and there hurling vulgar at each other

Simply hate my home, neither is there warmth nor concern. That's why I need to go out everyday because I simply hate it. Till now I'm still feeling low. GOD DAM IT!!!!

What should I do these few days? I'm on mc and I can't go out if not once my camp call back my house and I'm not at home then I'm dead meat but if I don't go out I'll turn crazy sooner or later staying at home so I'm in a middle of nowhere to go! ROAR!!!




This is the dumb face of Jia Min. Jia Min, feel proud that your face being posted in my blog LOLOL




*Better in time

Sunday, November 23, 2008.

Slept at 5+ in the morning woke up at 9 to help my uncle's to move stuffs. Felt that my whole body gonna tear apart any moment due to fever, neck was so pain that I couldn't turn my head much.

Reached home around 11+, was feeling so dam miserable and painful that I keep vomiting, almost died I guess, perhaps due to the alcohol yesterday night despite of the high fever but well drinking is the only way to hide my sorrows =)

I know, close friends know but you are the only one don't know hahahah guess you shall never know and I think it will be a better choice not to let you know as I fear things might not be the same as it is if you were to know =|

Okay, my mum went crazy again, rem I said that my mum went to put a tattoo on her chest a few days ago? Yesterday was my uncle's tattoo shop's warming so we went down and my mum got another tattoo done on her ankle =.=





It's still not done yet, only the outlines due to the tattoo artiste was too shag to continue because by the time my mum wan to do the tattoo, its already going 1am LOLOL so shall continue the shading next time hahaha





*Bleeding love

Saturday, November 22, 2008.

Sighs. I don't know what to say, I'm seriously disappointed.

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Haven't been blogging because I'm very sick right at the moment, had fever since yesterday, temperature reaches 39.4 degrees highest, body burning and my migraine splitting my head.

Supposedly should be going out with Eileen yesterday but well, she's not mentally prepared LOLOL hahahahah so postponed to today but shes sick currently, not sure if she will still be able to make it anot. Hey girl, better drink more water and eat more lozenges and have more rest =) Lets get well soon together

Will update again if we are still going out later =)

Thursday, November 20, 2008.

Woke up around 1pm, was still quite unconscious though. Went to brush my teeth, came out still looking as if I'm only half awake, saw my mum applying lotion on her chest then something totally woke me up. Guess what? OMG HOLY SHIT MY MUM WENT TO GET A TATTOO DONE ON HER CHEST! WTF! I was like totally shocked by her!! ( she keep telling me its a sticker only LOL )

So I quickly took out my camera and took a pic of it LOL HAHAH






Anyway I was laying on the bed just a moment ago, I have been thinking, is it worthwhile to do things which I think I'm doing for her sake? Trying to remember every little details of her and also I had been on MC just to see her online everyday, one day without seeing her online is torturous for me but is it really worth it when she doesn't even know? Another thought came into my mind, I had been diagnosed by neurologist for having frequent tension migraines under too much stress, diagnosed by eye specialist for having eye infection, diagnosed by psychiatrist for having mild depression under too much pressure, diagnosed by orthopedic for my back injury; degeneration of the disc and spine lowered by one level. What the hell is all these? So many problems with my body? Then I realized something, even though I had so many problems with my body, who really cares? Nobody really know whats wrong with me and nobody even bother to ask or show some concern, perhaps there's one person? Which is my mum but I rather that it would be you sighs


Ok enough of the rantings and complaints, being quite moody and emotional right now. I shall stop here then, sorry for the complaints people





*If only you were to know

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WooohooO~ Just came back from Zhao Wei's chalet~ Drank Walker Red Label, first time trying but well it tasted quite nice~ =) most of the rest drank Chivas though =|

Get to know several jokers, they are dam funny! LOL the way they talk simply just make the rest keep laughing LOL HAHAH get to know 2 ladies too, 1 is Felicia another 1 is Vanessa. I didn't know that they were twins at first till they sudden popped me a question asking 'you guess which of us was born first?' I was like ' =.=?? i dont even know you girls and your birth dates, how would I know who born first, no link ' then they told me they are twins, was shocked as I think both of them don't even look alike LOL

I taught Felicia how to solve a Rubiks cube and wrote her the formula though in the end i also gave her my Rubiks cube too =.= nvm I got 3 of it LOL










Both of the girls went back quite early, then while we were drinking just now, some of the guys called me to go for Felicia, shes pretty, but when they bring up this topic, my whole mind was filled up with you only, i borrowed Zhao Wei's phone to online whole night just to see if you are online anot but to my disappointment, you wasn't. I tried to like several girls after my ex but I can't except only till I know you, I fell in love with you the moment i saw you, and its uncontrollable, even though you don't know that I do really like you but well I'm really serious about you sighs





*If only I could tell you

Tuesday, November 18, 2008.

Here comes my crazy commando mates~! HAHA















1 UBER UNGLAM ONE~





I know i have a huge mouth~ HAHA =D


And heres a UBER CLASSIC ONE





HAHAH! Thats the tipsy Zhi Hao for you~ =D





*I really do miss you

Monday, November 17, 2008.

Have not been blogging these few days due to over-busy schedule LOL Friday went drinking at boat quay with my commando mates, drank till Saturday morning, went Sentosa straight with Chevonne, Alvin, Kyle, Limin, Martin and Amy LOL DAM SHAG!! Can you imagine after whole night of drinking, getting tipsy and going Sentosa for sun tanning straight? HAHAH well I forgot to bring my camera to Sentosa so no pics was taken, will only upload the photos taken with my commando mates later on

Went Kbox yesterday night with my mum, Junhong, his gf, aunt and my bro, another drinking session again =.= GOD DAM IT I'M LIKE GROWING 213718932 kgs due to drinking, gotta stop drinking!!! ROAR! Anyway today is Kok Shang's and my bro's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you guys!! =)



I'm so disappointed not being able to see you yesterday =(





*Loving you is my only forte

Friday, November 14, 2008.

Just came back from PRAWNING~~Went with Audrey and Yanru~ Oh ya did i mention before that Yanru was my childmate? HAHA but so long didn't get to see her already~ Spent 2 hours there and you know what? WE DIDN'T FISH ANY PRAWN AT ALL!!! ROAR!! WE ARE SO PATHETIC! But well, we still get to eat prawns as the shop owner gave us some =.= we are like so dam pathetic LOL











There wasn't any catch so we just keep cam-whoring LOL there lots more but I'm too lazy =.=







Realise that there isn't any photo of Yanru's face? Its because she didn't had any make up on so shes too shy to face the camera, so after 2 hours of fishing, its finally eating time!






Looks delicious eh? Some of them are actually still alive when they were cooked? But because they landed on some cruel chef's hands, they got no choice but to die painfully, guess whos the chef?






So its very obvious whos the cruel chef already eh? LOL HAHA she got no sympathy for the prawns at all! She only know that shes hungry and she wanna eat them~ LOL HAHAH
but thanks to her, we got a scrumptious meal of prawns~ =)


Heres some random pics taken before going prawning, went Jinx's house and took pictures of his dog 'Muffin' =)








Guess whats that? HAHAHA its for your own imagination~ =) No idea where to go later, always being so random and doing last-min-decision LOL well lets see how later then


Last and for all this is the dam pond!







*Its you

Thursday, November 13, 2008.

Had been so stressed up during the first day of posting over to HQ 4 SAB, it's totally different from Commando and I really can't get used to it and I really hate it there. Migraine came when I'm stressed up so ended up reporting sick and MO gave me this week to rest.

Hmmmm, have you guys been stress, I mean really stress just because of not being able to come online to chat with someone? As in when you are with your frens outside and you really wanted to go online to chat with that someone and was really stressed because theres no com around so no choice you left half way just to get home to go online? What does that mean? Does it mean that you like that person or just get used to chatting to that person because chatting with that person really make your day and your mood brighter?






*I dare not to say

Tuesday, November 11, 2008.

Farewell commando, goodbye my friends.

I'll miss all of you badly





*Today is Single's Day in China, 11/11/08, Happy Single's Day for all those who are single like me, no one is there for me when I need companion so much

Monday, November 10, 2008.

Feeling quite moody right now, I just got to know about my posting to HQ 4 SAB, the moment when I heard this news, memories flashed back of the times when I'm still a commando, missing those harsh trainings, outfields, buddies that we looked out for during tough times. It seems so fast that everything just happened and now I'm getting posted out. Even though posting out was what I wanted but now I seems to miss being commando so much, feeling sad that I'm leaving my guys this Wednesday =( This feeling recalls back when I graduated from secondary school, I hated studying so much, always wishing to graduate but when it did really happened, I felt that its so hard to leave people who are always with you almost everyday. I guess that's life?




*Can someone be by my side just for tonight?

Sunday, November 9, 2008.

Ate Tim Sum at Red Star Restaurant with my family and relatives =D The queue is uber long but actually I really find the Tim Sums very normal, not as nice as what I'm expecting but well think people go there just because of the popularity lol TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS =x





Me, my bro and my mum =D




The 3 sisters =D





The 4 cousins =D




My lady =D




*Miss you

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LAME LA! Yesterday supposed to be a peaceful day but it turned out to be a pissful day. I was having fever and on MC but yet I still went back camp to do guard duty. I'm ok with this because I called my fren to come back at 10pm to take over my duty as a favour from me and he agreed. So supposedly, once he came, I can go but my sir FUCKED UP! HE ORDERED ME TO STAY IN CAMP TILL THIS MORNING WHICH IS AN HOUR AGO THEN I CAN BOOK OUT WTF! So whats the purpose of being helpful to do guard duty when I'm sick and yet not let me go when someone is there already to take over my shift, I already did half a day and yet he still don't appreciate that and let me go FUCK IT!!*@&!(@&*!

Hmmm ok I'm sorry for all those vulgar, I'm really dam pissed off. But well, my mates finally got their red beret on Friday after marching the 72km from Lim Chu Kang to Changi =) I felt happy for them, they are finally paid off after 11 months of hard work =D Guys, continue working hard though I'm soon be posted to another camp but well I support you all morally!

Ok, no pics for this week, whole week in camp, being forced to stay in yesterday, so obviously this week is dull for me, I'm still feeling sick now, think I'm gonna go hospital and consult doctor later





*Felt so guilty, thought I can do something special

Sunday, November 2, 2008.

Heres the pics for Halloween night~










Went to my cousin's house today~ OMG LET ME TELL YOU ITS SERIOUSLY HUMONGOUS! The master bedroom's toilet is almost the same size as my room =.= ( god is unfair ) Haha they had a karaoke room with the sound systems and a bar counter at the basement, if you were to move the sofa to one side, it becomes a studio and the room is made sound-proof. They owns 9 cars. Every room has their own design and seriously everywhere is able to make you sleep soundly, its just so comfortable LOL so take your time and slowly scroll down and take a look at the beautiful house =)





























For those who dunno, wondering who's that lady? Its my mum =)

Okay, gtg already have to book in, its been quite long since I ever book in LOL so see ya guys this weekend, anyway have to stop drinking every week, I'm so fat now gained 5 kgs =.=




Will be missing you*