Wednesday, May 7, 2008.

I really miss the 'her' before we are together. The 'her' whom is so gentle and sweet, the one who took care of me when i was drunk before i went into army, the one who was there for me when i was down and the one who is with me on top of the Jurong Hill. Its not that i dun miss the current her but i miss the one in the past more.

Though sometimes, she may be sweet to me but the gentleness had long gone and i really wonder where did it went to. Sometimes she could really treat me so cruel and heartless saying harsh words to me right in my face without giving a second though of how would i feel and could just ignore and push me away. Hais

But nevertheless, i still love her as much. Now I'm going Taiwan next Monday, I'm really worry about what will be the outcome of us without me being in Singapore and stay by her side whenever i book out. Will she hold on and wait for me or will she just give up and go on with other guy? I really dunno.

Just to tell you baby, no matter where i am, my heart will still be with you. I'll miss you badly in Taiwan though i couldn't message or call you much. No matter how busy I'll be working away for my army stuffs in Taiwan, I'll still miss you. Hope you could be the same too and please don't drink when you are working cause I'll be dead worried. =)

Right now, I'll be going over to fetch my girl for our lovely sky dining on the cable car. So I'll end my post here. =) Bye everyone take care