Sunday, July 6, 2008.

Happy 6th Month! I'm so glad that you are now my longest girlfriend. I had long wanted a girlfriend to be with me that long though it wasn't easy for us to come so far but still i love you and I promise I'll be your longest boyfriend.

But why right now, I really don't know what answer to give you for each of your question. It seems like no matter what answer I give you, you sure will answer back the opposite answer. Shouldn't there be an exact answer for each question but why do you keep finding the opposite answer for each question and blamed it on me. You could say that I'm not that clever or I don't know how to sweet talk but can you even understand my character is just like that.

All you would say is my fault my fault my fault, lose trust in me, I'm a lousy boyfriend, I'm a lousy choice, theres plenty guys better than me. All these things that would only hurt me and yet you blamed me for starting all quarrels to make you say all these. Baby can you try to understand how deep can these words hurt me? Its not only once or twice but umpteen times. Baby i really need some concern and understandings from you, not these words from your mouth. I know its not easy for someone to admit their own mistakes but at least don't always say all these can? Hais.

Sorry everyone this is a lousy post but I really need to write it out to feel better. Thanks