Saturday, August 9, 2008.

Am i wrong for giving up? I have been thinking these few days. Is it wrong for me to be so heartless? I wondered. But if i would choose not to give up, I would never be able to forgive myself for letting my mum got hurt because of me. These few days i have been enjoying the freedom that I long yearn for. I finally get to go out with my frens, slack with them and do anything without any permission needed. I went swimming, towning, shopping, drinking and slacking. Everything seems so fine now. But why do i still feel so stress. Being so stressed up that my headache doesn't seems to go off. I don't understand but I'll try to put everything behind my mind and enjoy my life. I'll change to better after this lesson. A lesson that not everyone can witness or go through, a lesson that shows you how brave and courageous every mum can be just to protect her children from any harm. I'm glad that I have such a mum. Mum, thanks a lot and I really do love you =)