Saturday, January 3, 2009.

I'll be celebrating my birthday later on at night but I don't seem to be happy at all. Not because I'm going to be in my twenties, not because of the decision of retaking o level but because that you won't be coming to attend it most probably. You won't be there when it's 12am, you won't be there when I cut the cake, you won't be there when I'm making my wish, you won't be there when my friends trying to make me drunk, you won't be there when I really get drunk.

How? It doesn't seem to be a happy one this year, definitely not without you around but I'm gonna stay smiling, not gonna spoil anyone's mood whos coming to my celebration sincerely. I'll try to enjoy every bit of it but nevertheless it doesn't seem to be completed without your presence and your smile...





*My only wish...