Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

Just came back from running vented out all my anger! Almost fainted, I guess a person shouldn't run with a fever on because after running my vision went all black and white. I still have to wake up early for tomorrow's morning appointment at 10.30, have to travel all the way to Buona Vista. Didn't know what I'm actually thinking these few days, too tired and stressed and now I'm sick. Tired because of not having enough rest and stressed because of the debts running tight on me, savings had run dried paying the debts and yet I'm still not half way cleared paying the debts.

Give, gave and given up. Now I understand why did that 17 years old guy committed suicide a few weeks ago because of a 6k debt. It's really stressful when you are in debt and when theres no one to turn to and it happened on me.

Yup I'm thankful for the times you gave me. I appreciated the time being with you even though the period of time we meet is always so short but I really cherished it, really I meant it. Although I don't know why I always get so attitude and worked up towards you, maybe it's because I really care a lot? I just need a favour from you, can you kindly show more attention or concern towards me? Yup I know I ain't anyone to you but at least in a friend's term? It's just a simple request from me. Yea thanks and I wanted to tell you, ben dan really like you a lot. He really do





*Torment

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Thanks darling Jas for being there for me when I needed someone badly yesterday. I didn't know whats happening to me yesterday but I really needed someone so badly and really thanks a lot!

Was at town actually in the noon but guess what? I reached town at almost 1pm? And I left town at 3pm? Wanted so much to stay at town for longer but left in the end still.

Yeap told Jas lots of stuffs that I couldn't say out to you and she gave me lots of useful opinions and comments. And yes I realized why should I gave so much dam to you when you don't even give a dam to how I feel? I shouldn't even care in the very first place. But I'm sad, yeap really sad but well I guess sadness makes someone stronger so I'm gonna be strong

Ok end of all these craps, so where shall I go today to resume my normal life? Which darling should I meet then? hmmmmm


And when you promised no more neglection.....






*Hated love

Monday, March 23, 2009.

Someone assassinated me when we were watching the movie 'Coming Soon' on last Monday, during the so called ' scary ' part, that idiotic person punched right on my face instantly =.=

Saturday, March 21, 2009.

I have been wondering what have I been doing all these days? Trusted friends so much but yet betrayed me, helping them in whatever I can yet was cheated. I felt so lonely when facing all these problems, I needed someone to be by my side, someone who will truly support me and be my side irregardless of ups and downs. Will you be the one?

Theres lots of things I wanted to say but words just simply got stuck in my throat.




*Where is the love?

Sunday, March 15, 2009.

Dam! My blog is rotting again, sorry guys but I'm really too lazy to update anything man, my life had been dull and bored these days spending my time and life away at home not going out. Well I'm going to IT fair to get a TV for my room so at least today I'll be going out for something =)

But the thought of having the need to squeeze around just for a TV turns me off =( Anyway guys, I'll be away in KL for a few days the week after most probably so if you can't get to me, it means I'm long gone LOL ( sounds like I'm dying ) so let's see if I'll be able to update on that trip or not then and for now, see ya!





*Where is my lady luck?