Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

Just came back from running vented out all my anger! Almost fainted, I guess a person shouldn't run with a fever on because after running my vision went all black and white. I still have to wake up early for tomorrow's morning appointment at 10.30, have to travel all the way to Buona Vista. Didn't know what I'm actually thinking these few days, too tired and stressed and now I'm sick. Tired because of not having enough rest and stressed because of the debts running tight on me, savings had run dried paying the debts and yet I'm still not half way cleared paying the debts.

Give, gave and given up. Now I understand why did that 17 years old guy committed suicide a few weeks ago because of a 6k debt. It's really stressful when you are in debt and when theres no one to turn to and it happened on me.

Yup I'm thankful for the times you gave me. I appreciated the time being with you even though the period of time we meet is always so short but I really cherished it, really I meant it. Although I don't know why I always get so attitude and worked up towards you, maybe it's because I really care a lot? I just need a favour from you, can you kindly show more attention or concern towards me? Yup I know I ain't anyone to you but at least in a friend's term? It's just a simple request from me. Yea thanks and I wanted to tell you, ben dan really like you a lot. He really do





*Torment